You know how everyone thought 2009 was going to be their year? Well I was one of those people. I'm 21 and its a new year, things are going to change and be better. That was my mind set and it definitely started off rocky as all hell. BUT I am glad to say it started to turn around and the last few months have been going well for me as far as personal, family, school and work life go. It seems like its all starting to come together. There are still a few bumps in the road here and there, but the journey is never that smooth. Its what makes life interesting and keeps it from being boring, because nothing comes that easy. If it does then all the more power to you!
Anyway, I am determined to make 2010 and 22 my year. I've already started getting my ish together. If all goes well and the school lets me, I will be graduating Feb 2010 [keeping my fingers crossed] and if I get in, will be attending Brooklyn College in the Fall for my Master's. OOOWWWWW.... LOL I do want to move out my momma's house, but I'd have to get a better job. It really is hard to get something good, and I am hoping that once I get my BA that It will be somewhat easier? Before I move out, I want to try and pay off some of the bills, and that seems never ending =o/ Even if I have to get a roomie, I'll do it and move out because I'm so done with my mom. I love her and all, but sometimes you just have to know when its your time.
I officially started getting more serious with the gym. I got a gym buddy and we are going to do this! I may be late in looking good for the summer, but I will look FAB on my birthday and for my cousin's wedding. I'm not sure what I'm going to do for my birthday as it stands now. I still have a few months to see what's going on, but I think my boo may want to do something special for me. [Although that is still in the air and comes with many of its own complications, but that is something personal that will not make it on the blog] At this point its like whatever happens, happens. I'm not going to go crazy trying to plan things out. I'm going to leave it be and just live life and enjoy it. I'm not going to try to change things, I WILL change things. Everything that I want to achieve, I will work on and get done.
Self empowerment at its best. I can and will do this! =o)
BTW I am finding it true that your past never just once stays in the past. For whatever reason, it follows you and comes back. =o/
This is all for now. Update at a later time.