Monday, August 24, 2009

Revelations

So I'm on the train to go meet my boyfriend and thinking about this weekend and wedding stuff and there's a lot running through my mind. First of all it's hard getting used to saying my boyfriend. I haven't said that in awhile. I stopped calling my ex my boyfriend after like 6 months. Second of all I realized that since I'm bringing him to the wedding that he's gonna meet some of the family, but technically he hasn't officially met my mother other than being caught. This bothers me and I'm going to talk to him abt this because I want to tell her. For the very first time I WANT my mom to meet him. That means a lot. I've actually found someone that I'm proud to bring home and call mine. Big revelation I'm growing up finally LOL.

Among other things I registered for graduation and will be graduating (hopefully) in February. Yay me! I have been thinking about grad school and getting my Master's, but realistically I'm going to need a break from school and take time to work and save some money. I want to pay off my bills, get my own apartment and move out of my mom's place. I'm also going to need to get money to pay for more school because we all know grad school is not cheap at all. So I'm going to say a year off is feasible. I know my mom isn't going to like it but I need to do this for myself. I'm still young and a year won't push me back that far. I'm still trying to figure out what I wanna do with myself and all that so why not. Shit I might try something different like culinary school. Who knows.

My stop on the train now. Write more later.

- L

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