Thursday, September 3, 2009

Resurgence of the Past?

Lately it seems like a lot of people from my past have started to and keep on popping up and are trying to get back into my life via previous roles they've had in it. Thankfully it hasn't been any of my serious exes, but rather dudes (yes they've been mostly dudes, how funny right?) that I've messed around with or used to talk to in the past. It's making that saying about how you can never truly leave your past behind you, come true.

Most of them have found me on the internet via FB, AIM, and Yahoo. The thing about it is that I've had the same email and im screenname for as long as I can remember, probably about 10 years now. One dude was texting me from our mutual friend's cell! I was texting the friend to see how he was doing, we hadn't spoken in awhile and this other dude was texting me back. I didn't even know he was back in NY (last I had heard he was in FL with his girl) How funny is that! Other people I've just been running into at random on the street. Just goes to show you, you never know who you'll bump into and you should always look well put together! LOL

So to avoid any further findings, I changed my im name, only use that email for spam (which I have been doing for about a year now. It was a fluke that person caught me when I was on it) and I've changed my name on FB as well as stopped giving out my real # and started giving out my Google #, doesn't matter who you are, that's the # you're getting from now on. Better not lose your phone!

I'm not trying to run away from my past, I'm not ashamed of it, but people are so damn persistent, even after I told them I was involved, and ignoring them doesn't work. The 'mister' and I have not delved into the delicate details of our past with each other and if any of it is going to come to light, it'll be on our terms, not from any of these ignorant assholes trying to make a come back, if they so decide to do anything stupid. I like the way things are now. Regardless of all the bull going on in my life, I'm still happy and no one is going to change that if I can help it.

Anyway, that was a side rant. Going to try and sleep now. Its 1:30 in the morning and I have school.

- L

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