Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Unmotivated..

My diet/exercise plan is failing already. As I guessed, I'm busy with work and then tutoring on the side. I'm coming home late, eating late, and EXHAUSTED. Shoot I'm knocked out on the train ride to and from work. So to come home after all that and think about exercising? My body says "uh-uh don't even go there" and shuts down. Then when I get stressed out at work, all I wanna do is munch on shit, and all the other stuff I try to eat/drink to stay awake.. UGH I'm over it. And on a budget, eating healthy (especially in FiDi) is expensive! On salads alone I blow my weekly budget in 2 days -__- What the heck is that? Food from home is cheaper, but then it depends on what is cooked in the week. I don't do the cooking, so I don't have a whole lot to say about that. I mean he tries to help, but bottom line is - I don't care as long as there's food on the table.

Anyway enough with the rambling. Tutoring should be over soon, 2 more weeks of killing myself after work and then I can breathe easier. Not having anything to do after work will help me a lot. Once I'm home earlier, there's more time to do things and be able to get my ass in gear. I just hate things not going according to my schedule. It's one of my many OCDs. :-X BUT I will most definitely work hard to lose this weight. I figure exercising at least 3 days a week should be a good start, I'm not trying to be a work out nut, but just healthy. That damn Wii Fit is one hell of a asshole though, I can tell you that much. He/she/it is very judgmental and makes no bones about it. But don't worry I will beat that monster!!

Will update ya'll on the progress soon.. FYI I did drop down past the "Over the Limit" weight and am back in safer waters.. :)

2 comments:

  1. 3 days a week is a good start but the cost of healthy food and over-working is tough. I know that struggle all too well.

    Good luck. Glad to see a post!

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