Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Burn Out - Edited Version

There's been a lot going on with me recently, and I just feel so drained from everything. But the biggest issue is work. While I'm grateful to have a job that pays well with wonderful benefits, my mental health is on the decline. I won't go into details, but the way some employees are treated vs the way select few employees (including myself) are treated - it has me pulling my hair out. I just really need a breather. I should not know all of the things I know about. I'm mentally exhausted and ranting/venting to others about it doesn't help. I'm here barely a year and a half and I know I'm getting burned out. If I could lay it all out here, I would. But I can't. :( Just walking into the building in the mornings fills me with such heaviness and dread. I get off the elevator and already know my day is going to be terrible. The weekends are too short. And don't get me wrong, it has nothing to do with my actual work, which is alright, but more the people I have to work with on my team and the blatant disrespect that occurs on a daily basis. Put it like this - any other job this shit would not fly. I've worked for companies where people were dismissed for much less.

I just needed to vent. Thanks for reading.

- L

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